I gained 30lbs since June...now I am going to lose 30lbs. before April 11th.

October-December are so fun to pig out...but I feel like crap, I'm not as energetic, and I don't like how my clothes feel right now. I'm going to do this by not eating sugar, drinking next to no alcohol, playing tennis, and going to the gym with my son. One day at a time...I want to get my self-esteem to a point of being driven regardless of anything. I'm 48 years old so time is not on my side.